고개숙인 니 사진을 보며 gogaesogin ni sajinŭl bomyŏ 나도 모르게 울컥 눈물이 nado morŭge ulkŏn nunmuri 두 뺨을 타고 흘러 내 가슴까지 적셔 du ppyamŭl tago hŭllŏ nae gasŭmkkaji jŏkshyŏ 니 뒷모습은 내 가슴 미어지게 하는 ni dwitmosŭbŭn nae gasŭm miŏjige hanŭn 아무것도 할수 없는 상태로 만드는 amugŏtto halsu ŏmnŭn sangtaero mandŭnŭn 바보같은 내 모습이 한심해서 babogatŭn nae mosŭbi hanshimhaesŏ 아무것도 해줄 수 있는게 없어서 amugŏttodo haejul su innŭn ŏpsŏsŏ 눈물만 차올라 이렇게 가슴만 아파해 nunmulman chaolla irŏke gasŭmman apahae 니가 날 이렇게 만들엇자나 niga nal irŏke mandŭrŭtjana
아무 걱정도 없이 amugŏkjŏngdo ŏpshi 그렇게 웃던 니 모습 그리워 gŭrŏke uttŏn ni mŏsŭp gŭriwo 그 웃음이 내겐 행복이었어 gŭ usŭmi naegen haengbogiŏssŏ 시간을 되돌리고 싶어 shiganŭl dwedolligo shipŏ 그 때 네게 더 잘해줄걸 gŭ ttae nege dŏ jalhaejulgŏl 후회는 하지 않아 huhwenŭn haji anha 지금 우리 품으로 돌아온다면 jigŭm uri pumŭro doraondamyŏn 그 땐 너에게 더 많은 사랑줄게 gŭ ttaen nŏege dŏ manhŭn sarangjulge please comeback
사랑해 I love you saranghae I love you 그 누구 보다 더 큰 사랑을 네게 줄게 기억해 remember gŭ nugu boda dŏ kŭn sarangŭl nege julge giŏkhae remember 우리가 항상 너의 곁에 있어 uriga hangsang nŏye gyŏte issŏ 떠나가버린 니가밉다가 돌아올지도 모른단 생각에 ttŏnagabŏrin niga mipdaga doraoljido morŭndan saengage only you 넌우리의 angel only you nŏn uriye angel 넌알고있니 간절한 마음을 nŏn algo inni ganjŏlhan maŭmŭl 울고 웃엇던 그 4년의 시간 ulgo usŏttŏn gŭ sa nyŏne shigan 단지 4일 만에 포기하지마 danji sa il mane pogihajima 우리가 니꿈을 지켜줄게 uriga ni kkumŭl jikyŏjulge 알수 잇게 널 도와줄게 alsu itge nŏl dowajulge 사랑해 I love you saranghae I love you 그 누구 보다 더 큰 사랑을 네게 줄게 기억해 remember gŭ nugu boda dŏ kŭn sarangŭl nege julge giŏkhae remember 우리가 항상 너의 곁에 있어 uriga hangsang nŏye gyŏte issŏ 지켜 주지 못한 내가 미워져 jikyŏ juji mothan naega miwojyŏ 원망스러워 wonmangsŭrŏwo 네게너무미안해 nege nŏmu mianhae 돌아와 제발 돌아와 제발 같이걷자 우리 dorawa jebal dorawa jebal gati gŏtja uri 함께니까 hamkke nikka
사랑해 I love you saranghae I love you 그 누구 보다 더 큰 사랑을 네게 줄게 기억해 remember gŭ nugu boda dŏ kŭn sarangŭl nege julge giŏkhae remember 우리가 항상 너의 곁에 있어 uriga hangsang nŏye gyŏte issŏ 니가 없는 2pm은 시간이 멈춰 버렸어 niga ŏmnŭn 2pm ŭn shigani mŏmchwo bŏryŏssŏ 아직도 시계는 1:59 ajikdo shigyenŭn 1:59 I'm, losin' ma freakin mind 난 이렇게나 아픈데 넌 어디서 뭐하는거야 nan irŏkena apŭnde nŏn ŏdisŏ mwohanŭn gŏya 니가 있어야 할곳 바로 여긴데 niga issŏya halgot baro yŏginde 기다리고 있는데 gidarigo innŭnde 박재범에 대한 우리 사랑은 연중무휴 park jaebome daehan uri sarangŭn yŏnjungmuhyu 리드자는 너뿐야 Nobody but you lidŭjanŭn nŏppunya Nobody but you 그러니 돌아와 gŭrŏni dorawa
translation
Looking at your photo with your head down, Without me knowing my tear drop, Rolling down my cheeks, Staining my heart, Leaving you in a state of helplessness, Like a fool, I pitied myself, Not being able to help you, The tear form and my heart just hurts, You made me like this.
Without any worries, the image of you smiling, I miss it, That smile was happiness to me, I want you to turn back time, Back then, I should’ve done better, I don’t regret anything, If you return right now to our arms, we’ll give you more love, Please come back,
Saranghae, I love you, More than anyone, we’ll give you more love, Remember, remember that we’ll always be beside you.
At first, I hate that you left us, And then I thought of how you might come back, Only you, you’re our angel, Do you know our yearning hearts? The four years you’ve smiled and cried, don’t give it up in four days, We’ll protect your dream. To achieve it, we’ll help you,
Saranghae, I love you, More than anyone, we’ll give you more love, Remember, remember that we’ll always beside you.
I begin to hate myself for not protecting you, I despise myself and I’m sorry, Return to us please, return to us please, Let’s walk together because we’re together.
Saranghae, I love you, More than anyone, we’ll give you more love, Remember, remember that we’ll always beside you.
A 2pm without you, time has stopped, The time is still 1:59 I’m losing my freaking mind. I’m hurting this much right now. How are you doing now? You’re supposed to be here right now. You’re in the state right now. Park jaebum, after four years(?) Leadja, it’s only you, nobody but you so come back to us,
people started to think i am obsess with Jay Park or Park Jaebum. but unfortunately for you peeps, yes, i admit. i AM obsess with him. because i do love him and i want him back.
I keep on stalking every news about jaebum. i cried reading articles especially when this friend of jay's dad blogged. it's about HIS LIFE NOW in seattle. retarded antifans make his life ruined. SHITASS!
i keep on daydreaming everyday that someday Park JaeBum will be my friend. i daydream that he called me on the phone and asked me to lend my shoulder for him to cry on. i daydream about helping him pass through all the depression. i even daydream that Jay come to Brunei and live with my family and me for a while and having a happy times so that the depression he hold will go away and he will comeback to korea as the leadja of 2PM.
but PUFF! they were all daydreams. scattered in thin air without any remarks and history saved by either clouds, winds and air. they're gone without jaebum knowing what i daydream. without jaebum knowing what i wished for. without jaebum knowing that i really wanted to lend my shoulder for him. realising that, the winds cannot deliver my messages to jaebum, im still hoping that the wind can transfer the messages i keep on saying though! keep on hoping that the wind transfer the words to jaebum's ear where i really wished for him to always be strong, to always feel loved by people and to always smile in any circumstances.
"Jay yaah. let us walk and stand together. you will always be in my heart, deep inside" are the words that coming into my heart when i hear jaebum's name. i respect him. his decision, his choice and all but i am EXTREMELY sorry to say that i need him to COMEBACK, please.
Projects are seriously held for 2PM and Jaebum. not one. not two. but ALOT! these two are some of the others; i adore this one project where they are doing the SKYBANNER with the writing "J. What Time Is It Now?" that will fly on the 28th September in Seattle (??). (further information, go to http://twitter.com/jayskymsg) this shows how much love HOTTEST make for dearie Jaebum. Im involve in this one more project where they collect messages from all around the world (link = http://projecthottest.blogspot.com) messages of support are so touching.
2PM will not be the COMPLETE version without the leadja, JAY PARK @ PARK JAEBUM. Seven is EQUAL TO ONE. if one is gone, they will EQUAL TO ZERO. i support 2PM always cause i love these boys. but without Jay, i don't even know how to say. the missing of Jay's name in Wikipedia and DREAM CONCERT posters really breaks me.
I have alot to say but for this moment, i can only say this. sorry for the broken grammar and rude says. ='D
This event occur yesterday, BEFORE i on my webcam and BEFORE dai got half-naked. ewww dai you're so disgusting with the dance! hahahah. anyways, yes, i spent most of my time on STICKAM nowadays and also JAEBUM! hahahahahhaha!
AND THIS IS WHEN DAI GOT HALF-NAKED! this is so WHAT THE HELL! hahahahah! and wait, ADRI TOOOOOOOO! =.='
IGNORE ME. FUGLYYYYYY! =.='
and this is todaaaaay. but i was late cause i captured them when everybody left D'=
WARNING: THIS POST MIGHT CONSIST OF ALOT OF JAEBUM'S VIDEOS. LOL!
DDDDDDDDDDDDDD= im starting to miss him.
and JAY will said to me, i mean, sing to me, "WHY ARE YOU SO OBSESSED WITH ME~ -mariahcarey" HAHAHA! and i will reply, "BECAUSE HOTTEST WANTS YOU BACK!"
Past few days, Jaebum Jaebum Jaebum was in my head. DANG COMEBACK! hahahhaha! One of my friends in twitter now progressing with her project : DOING A SKY MESSAGE TO JAEBUM. see how crazy these people are. i ADORE them. crazy as in, crazy waiting for JAEBUM to comeback.
(just imagine mariah carey's song, OBSSESS was played as background. HAHAHAHA!)
^ This video shows how much they care and move on with each other! Wooyoung says 힘내야지힘내야지 (HIM NAE YAH JI,, HIM NAE YAH JI) which means HAVE STRENGTH, GATHER STRENGTH.
^and this is the silent protest made by the fans. 2,000 fans gathered up infront of JYP's building and 1,000++ 2PM's albums were given back. MAAAAN! JAY YOU SHOULD SEE THIS DUDE! YOU MUST!
^ and i also love this video cause it's all over the world combined to be one. HOTTEST! but unfortunately, no BRUNEI! =.=' hahahahahah! BUT IT'S COOL~ Jay, you must know how hottest wants you back!
Well, Im SLIGHTLY mad with JAEBUM now, though. HOW COULD HE NOT SPEAK EVEN ONE WORD TO THE HOTTEST AFTER ALL THE FANS HAD DONE FOR HIM! Well, i still love you JAY. so not much to worry! LOL. but i am slightly mad.
background music; "WHY ARE YOU SO OBSSESSED WITH ME!" - mariahcarey
today, i went to STICKAM to check what's going on there. I hate it when my computer cannot webcam or audio. darn it. and so i joined the chat only, without using webcam, which frusted some of them. Here's some random picture i took. =D
People in here; BUB, SARA, NADIA, JULEE (SLEEPING. LMAO!), TOP'S CLONE = HYORI, HWANE, ZERO and someone iono! =D
ANTI-fans had gone way too far nowadays. WTH is wrong with you guys? it's not like JAEBUM kick your shitty ass or something. just because he said that thing, doesn't mean that some nitizens didn't say the same thing. JUST BECAUSE OF JAEBUM, you guys did this. WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING, ANTIFANS? satisfied now?! GTFO!
okay i know i am one of the fans that DENY the missing of JAEBEOM from 2PM. and yes i admit, i cried watching JAY left korea and i cried reading fans' words to JAY in youtube. it's just too sad to hear the fans crying and all, hoping that this tragedy didn't happen. but it's too late. those FOOLISH ANTIFANS are so... ARGH. FUCK OFF YOU PEOPLE WITHOUT BRAIN!
the STUPIDITY you antifans own are so childish and immature. more than i know, JAEBUM wrote those thing FOUR YEARS AGO!! This was just WAAAY too STUPID. yes, from what i read from JYP's message, he WAS rebellious before. he WAS! but he CHANGED! and he was more better than you FUCKING antifans without brain. he is way much better than he was. he is caring. he's a great hyung and oppa to all of us. well, and one more, JAEBUM HAVE BRAINS BUT YOU SHITTY ANTIFANS DON'T!
i shouldn't be ranting all over. this case is too serious that my feeling is unexplainable. i cried. yes. D=
to Jay; just move on with your life and be strong, jay. we love you and support you FOREVER. i want to lend my shoulder for you to cry on, but unfortunately i can't. please smile like you never smile'd before and that makes me glad. i know you're feeling much more safer now with your family. take good care of yourself and we believe you'll be back. we have a faith in you. the sadness you have is the same as the sadness we have. you're the one and only 2PM's LEADJA, JAEBUM! ='D
I'm your forever friendly 친구 티카 TIKKA
totally in LOVE with a boy named KEVIN WOO
also having a scandal with 대국남아 InJoon and Karam and also, 틴탑 NIEL.
born on FEBRUARY and expect me to be the.. LAME ANNOYING HYPER girl!
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IGNORE ME. FUGLYYYYYY! =.='
