people started to think i am obsess with Jay Park or Park Jaebum. but unfortunately for you peeps, yes, i admit. i AM obsess with him. because i do love him and i want him back.

I keep on stalking every news about jaebum. i cried reading articles especially when this friend of jay's dad blogged. it's about HIS LIFE NOW in seattle. retarded antifans make his life ruined. SHITASS!

i keep on daydreaming everyday that someday Park JaeBum will be my friend. i daydream that he called me on the phone and asked me to lend my shoulder for him to cry on. i daydream about helping him pass through all the depression. i even daydream that Jay come to Brunei and live with my family and me for a while and having a happy times so that the depression he hold will go away and he will comeback to korea as the leadja of 2PM.

but PUFF! they were all daydreams. scattered in thin air without any remarks and history saved by either clouds, winds and air. they're gone without jaebum knowing what i daydream. without jaebum knowing what i wished for. without jaebum knowing that i really wanted to lend my shoulder for him. realising that, the winds cannot deliver my messages to jaebum, im still hoping that the wind can transfer the messages i keep on saying though! keep on hoping that the wind transfer the words to jaebum's ear where i really wished for him to always be strong, to always feel loved by people and to always smile in any circumstances.

"Jay yaah. let us walk and stand together. you will always be in my heart, deep inside" are the words that coming into my heart when i hear jaebum's name. i respect him. his decision, his choice and all but i am EXTREMELY sorry to say that i need him to COMEBACK, please.

Projects are seriously held for 2PM and Jaebum. not one. not two. but ALOT! these two are some of the others; i adore this one project where they are doing the SKYBANNER with the writing "J. What Time Is It Now?" that will fly on the 28th September in Seattle (??). (further information, go to http://twitter.com/jayskymsg) this shows how much love HOTTEST make for dearie Jaebum. Im involve in this one more project where they collect messages from all around the world (link = http://projecthottest.blogspot.com) messages of support are so touching.

2PM will not be the COMPLETE version without the leadja, JAY PARK @ PARK JAEBUM. Seven is EQUAL TO ONE. if one is gone, they will EQUAL TO ZERO. i support 2PM always cause i love these boys. but without Jay, i don't even know how to say. the missing of Jay's name in Wikipedia and DREAM CONCERT posters really breaks me.

I have alot to say but for this moment, i can only say this. sorry for the broken grammar and rude says. ='D

Labels: 2PM, comeback, jaebeom, jaebum, projects